well first off i wanna say i have deleted the last post cause i think its kinda meningless....but well its a good try....
lately have been "busy"going through old picture of me & my bro n sis(church)
lots of feelings and it feels great seeing me and the others change



changes not just the outside but inside
changes not just feelings but relationships
some to good n some to bad but eventually with gods grace all ends well...


well i have been through some thick n some thin but not as bad as others
but have learned to move on especially when bad times are here


looking back reminds me of what i have learn and have made me a little more confident about myself
looking forward give some fear of the obstacles that are coming and what will happen to me


but i tell myself if i dun move i wont grow, if i dun move i will stay here with nothing so i pray, i pray that god give me the strenght, the courage, the faith and the love to look forward




发现自己很容易就会分心
又会害到自己伤心
封闭自己来保护自己
逃离问题了来躲避痛苦

现在不能再这样了
要面对
去挑战
并突破
会跌倒
但勇敢
有信心
再站起来
在奔向前






星期天，牧师呼照，我却再那里发抖
不敢站起来因为没装备自己
没恩赐，没有勇气

但我肯，我肯
愿主用我
时间到时，使用我
现在装备我
给我异象


找了牧师谈，谈了
察干眼泪
并往前走
忘了不好的过去
盼望好的未来。。。。。。。。



我并不伟大
但我靠一位伟大的神
并要传扬着伟大的神
因为这是神给我的最伟大的工作
那是何等的伟大呀