well first off i wanna say i have deleted the last post cause i think its kinda meningless....but well its a good try....
lately have been "busy"going through old picture of me & my bro n sis(church)
lots of feelings and it feels great seeing me and the others change
changes not just the outside but inside
changes not just feelings but relationships
some to good n some to bad but eventually with gods grace all ends well...
well i have been through some thick n some thin but not as bad as others
but have learned to move on especially when bad times are here
looking back reminds me of what i have learn and have made me a little more confident about myself
looking forward give some fear of the obstacles that are coming and what will happen to me
but i tell myself if i dun move i wont grow, if i dun move i will stay here with nothing so i pray, i pray that god give me the strenght, the courage, the faith and the love to look forward
发现自己很容易就会分心
又会害到自己伤心
封闭自己来保护自己
逃离问题了来躲避痛苦
现在不能再这样了
要面对
去挑战
并突破
会跌倒
但勇敢
有信心
再站起来
在奔向前
星期天，牧师呼照，我却再那里发抖
不敢站起来因为没装备自己
没恩赐，没有勇气
但我肯，我肯
愿主用我
时间到时，使用我
现在装备我
给我异象
找了牧师谈，谈了
察干眼泪
并往前走
忘了不好的过去
盼望好的未来。。。。。。。。
我并不伟大
但我靠一位伟大的神
并要传扬着伟大的神
因为这是神给我的最伟大的工作
那是何等的伟大呀
lately have been "busy"going through old picture of me & my bro n sis(church)
lots of feelings and it feels great seeing me and the others change
changes not just the outside but inside
changes not just feelings but relationships
some to good n some to bad but eventually with gods grace all ends well...
well i have been through some thick n some thin but not as bad as others
but have learned to move on especially when bad times are here
looking back reminds me of what i have learn and have made me a little more confident about myself
looking forward give some fear of the obstacles that are coming and what will happen to me
but i tell myself if i dun move i wont grow, if i dun move i will stay here with nothing so i pray, i pray that god give me the strenght, the courage, the faith and the love to look forward
发现自己很容易就会分心
又会害到自己伤心
封闭自己来保护自己
逃离问题了来躲避痛苦
现在不能再这样了
要面对
去挑战
并突破
会跌倒
但勇敢
有信心
再站起来
在奔向前
星期天，牧师呼照，我却再那里发抖
不敢站起来因为没装备自己
没恩赐，没有勇气
但我肯，我肯
愿主用我
时间到时，使用我
现在装备我
给我异象
找了牧师谈，谈了
察干眼泪
并往前走
忘了不好的过去
盼望好的未来。。。。。。。。
我并不伟大
但我靠一位伟大的神
并要传扬着伟大的神
因为这是神给我的最伟大的工作
那是何等的伟大呀
driving down the road home,i suddenly look into the mirrow ,i saw ur eyes ,as one of ur favorite song played on the radio ur eyes slowly drift into a lane where only u know how to go,n on the lane there glass panels flashes of image showed, u sing along with the song n remmember those short days u cherish the most, than u tell urself to walk out of the lane n maybe come back later...
我承认，我还没放下你
每当我看见你，我努力的不说话，
专心的听，专心的看，
那天我很专心的看你的眼睛，
我看见你对以前的渴望，
我也这样过，现在也是但我告诉我自己我不能
为了你，为了我，最重要的为了神。。。。。。。
非常的抱歉因为在那段短短的时间内我偷看你满多次的，
我也求神给我一次，一次就够，可以和你谈谈就让我认识你，
你能给我机会吗，因为我没有机会了也没有时间了，
往后我也应该是长期的不再，
不再的专心听和看，
不再的认识你，以及的更多不再。。。。。。
对你的渴望要沉睡了，
对你的热情要冬眠了，
为了我，为了你，为了神。。。。。。。。
