Until now i hav not change still as emo as ever,working in singapore has given me grive and loneliness, i still feel tired and unsafe,still feel sad n depress, all i want now is to go home to my home in JB to my family and frens to the place i where i feel safe, to someone who i care so much but yet to to give my love to,writing tis article i am crying in my heart and in my eyes,where are u my frens,my frens who listens to my pain and my sorrows who give me comfort and happiness, my frens who god gave me as the an angles.

Today while i was on my way back from work i suddenly sang a song it goes......

主，求你从这个世界夺取我，带我到你那里，好让我得安慰得喜乐
主，求你从这个世界夺取我，带我到你那里，好让我平安和安稳

I want comfort,safe,stability,happiness, most importently myself ,just myself